I'm standing on a bridge

I'm waitting in the dark

I thought that you'd be here by now

There's nothing but the rain

No footsteps on the ground

I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me

Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night

I'm tryin to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But i, I'm with you

I'm with you

Hmm Hmm..

I'm looking for a place

I'm searching for a face

Is anybody here.. I know

Cause nothing is going right

And everythings a mess

And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
I'm tryin to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But i, I'm with you
I'm with you

Yea Yea..

Why is everything so confusing?

Maybe I'm just out of my mind

Yea eee yeah, yea eee yeah

Yeah eee yeah, yea eee yeah.. yeah!

It's a damn cold night
I'm tryin to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But i, I'm with you
I'm with you Oh!

One of my favourite song... by Avril Lavigne.

Well.... from the lyrics... is pretty similar to how i am living right now... i hate the feeling of loneliness... hated it... i mean... who love it? If you do... i think... your a freak... perhaps..

I hate it whenever someone talked to me and the topics are all about my work, my sch, AND MY SALARY...

Dude... I am only 18.. What do you expect? Do you really expect me to discuss bussiness matters with you guys all the time? Gosh!

Let me tell you something... GAMES, SPORTS, MOVIES, AND GAMES... GAMES, AND GAMES! THESE ARE WHAT I WANT!

So.. When i am talking with my relatives, mostly they asked about how am i doing at my work place... and nag at me whenever i bought something...

And IF i got a friend here with me... I don't think she/he will nag about anything that i bought...and surely they will still ask about my work... but that won't last for like whole day, I am sure the topic of "WORK" can be switch in like a minute.

And the problem is... i got no friend with me now... =( Not even 1... those who are working together with me... either they are way too old ( the conversation will never be fun, when you are talkign with a person who is twice your age, yup... I am 18.. you can count how old they are ).... or they are just not like me...

Who am i? What am i? I love to play.. and play.. and PLAY... Playboy.. yea.. whatever....

and those i mentioned that are 'JUST NOT LIKE ME' are some money saving freak.

Yes, i know saving money is important... but the way they do it.. is way too over for me... i don't really like to hang out with a person who is not willing to spend a cent when we are having fun... that's just TOO SAD.. lol

Here are some words for my FRIENDS:

Dear dear Dearest friends.... I missed you guys... all of you... when i said all... i mean ALL.. The ALL here included those who i broke with... I just missed the days we spent together... the drama and the role we played for an oral test... And everything we've done together with.

And here is some words for a special friend:

Bro.. sometime.. i don't get the chance to reply you... i'm sorry about that =) i didn't meant to ignore you, it's just that, when you talked to me on msn, and especially at noon time, i can't reply you, cause sometime, i am not by my desk, i got some other stuff need to do.. and i treasure those memories we had... every single one of them...

There is so much more i wanted to share with you... But the different in time is the matter that caused us so much trouble on having a good chat... =) I am pretty sure we will have a good chat someother time...

( What? You felt boring reading these? Stop it here... No one made you to read these... Its just some words from me to my friends, peace )

And to my MSN buddy : (especially YOU.. yea you know who i meant =D )

Thank you for cheering me up when i am down... and thank you for finding me a good way to let out what i wanted to say..

My Friends, My Loves.

Good Night everybody... Sweet Dream =)

Avril Lavigne RULES!